Thoughts 2015 06 03

It has been a long concerning about the good and bads about learning a Modus Operandi all by oneself, and tutored rapidly by a good teacher with nice resources. Always my mind have been counting little more in the way of the latter(taught by tutors) because of the efficiency in learning-owning process. However sometimes mind changes, and the person who has it also changes. Shame to say but I have lived a short life with full of laziness and indoctrination(I never knew this kind of words existed). To a lazy man opportunities to learn glows faint. One rarely gets happy with the process of one-way giving only teaching. On the other hand if a subject or object is something one likes, the opportunity suddenly glows, full of joy and ambition. For my case it was sketching. I cannot say I am a good sketcher, but at least I enjoy it. I have enjoyed it. As I said I am indeed a lazy man with not having very enthusiasms in many things. Still with the experience of enjoying something lead me to research, crave, and demanded to get better. In this process we may learn something which rarely be done in just watching some internet lectures or All-In-One 'U can do it!' book or whatever. Something that only can be taught by oneself.